Just a little catch-up

Hello my lovelies. I haven't really been paying full attention to my blog recently, and I thought it was time I explained myself. I've really had a lot of stuff going on, and a lot of hard decisions to make. Just lots and lots of drama, with an added sprinkling of stress. I guess I'll start with the fact I quit my job at Sainsbury's. In fact, my last shift is Wednesday. It was only part-time, to be independent and work for my own money, but it just got too much to be juggling along with sixth form. I'll miss the money, and won't be able to treat myself to tons of Models Own nail polish, but hey ho, I need good grades if i'm ever going to get in to university. I just hope it's worth it in the long run.

Schools just caused me to have a bit of a melt down if i'm honest, I've never really been good with coping with the huge workload that comes with doing A Levels, but I've felt really unmotivated because I'm not going to university this year like the majority of my close friends. I've felt like I've had absolutely nothing to aim towards, but now I do. Things have got so serious that I had a meeting with my parents, my head of year, and my media teacher last week about my future at sixth form. I was told there that I currently wasn't being offered a place at sixth form next year, and only would be if I change. Thing is, if I don't go to sixth form next year, I won't end up at university, I'll have to go to college and start things again, and I just can't deal with that.

So, this explains my absence, and I can't promise it will be changing for a while.
I have incredibly important exams coming up in the next few weeks, and coursework deadlines are quickly approaching. But I'll try my best, I really love blogging, and I don't want to give it up. If you've got to the end of this then thank you, sorry it's a bit of a ramble but I needed to write it somewhere.

Thanks for being lovely followers, I still have a few posts to write about LA and a lot of product reviews!